Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Heartfulish...


















School photo, found after the Joplin tornado 
                                             “Joey, 4th grade, 1992”

He’s been on the fridge since it happened,
sneaking glances from underneath the cat
magnet at our dinners, coffee habits, arguments.
We posted him on the database of items found,
hoping that someone would recognize his messy
hair, Batman t-shirt, blue eyes, but no one
answered the post or claimed him.
Somewhere a childhood photo album is not
quite complete, or a grandmother’s mantelpiece;
an uncle’s wallet. One afternoon I got restless,
flipped through my old yearbooks, trying to find him,
looking to see how he might have aged: did he lose
the chubby cheeks? dye his hair? how long
did he have to wear braces? But he’s too young
to have passed me in the halls, the picture just
a stranger, a small reminder of the whirling aftermath
when Joplin was clutching at scraps: everything displaced,
even this poor kid who doesn’t even know he’s lost.
-Laura Dimmit



















I hope my lip never heals. 
That I can run my tongue 
Over your bite 
for the eternity of Mondays 
spent at my desk





Monday, May 6, 2013

Remembering Normal

The womb Rattles its pod, the moon Discharges itself from the tree with nowhere to go. My landscape is a hand with no lines, The roads bunched to a knot, The knot myself, Myself the rose you acheive--- This body, This ivory Ungodly as a child's shriek. Spiderlike, I spin mirrors, Loyal to my image, Uttering nothing but blood--- Taste it, dark red! And my forest My funeral, And this hill and this Gleaming with the mouths of corpses.
-Sylvia Plath

















I'm losing followers faster than I'm losing hair
















This coast i know it hurts me
but i'd die in New York City
So I'm shackled to the sunshine
and man oh man thats just fine







burning eyes and a restless knee
desk-time meals and no family



Everything remains, even the dust of what was never done