Monday, November 29, 2010

Silver Chain and a Craze

At the precise moment of death
the pupil of the eye
opens its widest.

The white lights in ceilings,
the moon, sun
stars, comets, nebulae,
the great band of the Milky Way--
all fall into the brain.

There are no lights
too bright for the dying.
-Al Zylonas





At the precise moment
that the lamp-lights slip out
from over our heads
in a whirl of suspense
I doubt we will notice
how much more we can see
of the stars

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Flowers from Purgatory


And everywhere within the light’s slow fall
Infinities of particles were falling
Into the flowerpot they’d never fill.
-Alan Shapiro
wonder is in the unknown

in the afternoon i looked out over my step-fathers balcony

at the crooked housetops and drooping telephone lines and the ocean

glowing beneath a sunset that was not quite worth pulling them away from the television for

i stood with a beer dangling between the crevasse

of my thumb and index-finger

i never planned on sitting

as the light was already dipping off the earths flat edge

and i was supposed to catch a drink with someone who

would laugh at the murky memories we shared and who

i probably would never see again

but i sat and watched our colossal globe of brazen boiling gas

extinguish without as much of a backwards sigh



i continued to search the horizon

long after it had passed beyond sight and

it was only the lifeless chill

that sent me back inside

for another beer and my keys

.....





Monday, November 15, 2010

A Blondeing

Water opens without end
At the bow of the ship
Rising to descend
Away from it

Days become one
I am who I was
-Samuel Menashe


every act of creation is first an act of destruction- Pablo Picasso
The man writes to be elsewhere
(Metaphoric) pen scribbles
a duel against existence
I cant imagine a heaven without mango- Paramahansa Yogananda

Its all so befuddled sometimes.
the aches
the groggy roll back into the comforter
the return to surrender
Its all supposed to be permanent.

I would rather be ashes than dust!
I would rather that my spark should burn out
in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot.
I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom
of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.
The function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time.-Jack London

Thursday, November 11, 2010

This is the End



there is plastic
in my lungs I'm sure
along with tar and blackened newspaper clippings
mingling with the mucus
forming something not quite solid

I have my doubts about chopped-up writing
the spoken word on TV screens
prose about precaution, chanting
"There is a war someone's backyard
and alligators creeping through the sewers
ten tips to stay alive..."
some people die
when they think they're dead

The world only goes round by misunderstanding- Charles Baudelaire

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Don't Read Between the Lines


But the persistence of the twofold vibration suggests that in this old abode all is not yet quite for the best- Samuel Beckett
I think you'll make a marvelous little martyr- Raymond Federman

Well, I've been listening to my gut since I was 14 years old, and frankly speaking, I've come to the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains.- Nick Hornby

The tipping point
Is quite dull
The tipping bulb maybe
Rounded hints at uncertainty
Slipping tripping flipping
The bulb is burnt so I’m
Smashing in the darkness
Getting there slowly