Monday, January 10, 2011

I Keep Talking About Going North

How those fires burned that are no longer, how the weather worsened, how the shadow of the seagull vanished without a trace. Was it the end of a season, the end of a life? Was it so long ago it seems it might never have been? What is it in us that lives in the past and longs for the future, or lives in the future and longs for the past? And what does it matter when light enters the room where a child sleeps and the waking mother, opening her eyes, wishes more than anything to be unwakened by what she cannot name?
-Mark Strand


You stand at the table shuffling papers, and fail to notice dropping something

You move with the papers in hand and the thing remains still

You realize the thing is gone but you are already gone as well

You search for it in the place where you last remember having it

You never find it, and don’t really think about after a while


My house is a mess and

The ants move with purpose

Around the trashcans

And I sometimes kick them into chaos

Depending on my mood

But mostly I forget they are there